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drag my corpse through the city.. .
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i hate you too hannah!!!<33333
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| survey says: "i just... i just... i cant decide" |
[30 Jul 2004|05:57pm] |
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i really need to change my layout but i cant be bothered. ive been doing ellies layout and now i want to do mine!
it used to mean so much more..
on wednesday i met ellie and justine and hannah in town and we caught a train to winchester. the gig was so good!
secondmonday+dyingincirlces+chaser+flarelitskyline+rocketkid = <333.
and so many HOTT guys. i put my hand in tar and it wouldnt come off.. i also got a present<3 from james which was so swell of him. its this cute little doll that has a rope hanging from its neck & blood on its shirt. its so adorable. milburn drove us home which was so lovely of him and we all had a sleepover.
i lovelovelove justine&ellie&hannah. we had so much fun. our movies wouldnt work and so me & hannah put on christina aguliellelller __??!! and we watched tbs songs & ate pop tarts & bitched. then we went to PIZZA hut and got a gloriousyummysuperduper pizza and met TRICIA (thanks trish ;)) who so had the hotts for us and was so obviously hitting on us... but we were too busy checking out tom &&£!!!!111 yumm<3
then i came home and got V.A.I.N and took some pictures.. ( we're gonna die like this you know, miserable & old )
i found out some boy secrets which has made me super duper ultra happy.<3333 x 1199902762. and now im just waiting for a certain person to come online..
we need another sleepover!!
"you spent the night lit, listening to miles davis; saying how it makes you want to fall in love or.... be smart enought to keep yr distance"
i have nothing planned for the next few weeks. no gigs?.................. does anyone want to do something?
--> RO COMES BACK IN 22 DAYS AND its my birthday in 10 days</b>. im so excited; im going to 16 finally!!!!! i need to do something for my birthday __but i dont know what to do.
im feeling rather dorky & im going to get myself a pot noodle<3
f_ucking WHOA long post!!!!!!!!!!11
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| i am beautiful no mattter what they say.. |
[29 Jul 2004|03:29am] |
me & hannah & justine & ellie are having a SLEEPOVER. we are listening to christina aguilera (!!!!). our movies dont work............ hiiiii its hannah (YOUWANNASHOOT) we went to a gig, and some hawt kids. katt put her hand in someweird sticky black stuff, that wouldn'tcomeoff.uhoh. WE MISS ROWENA! ♥
our cd keeps SKIPPING!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! COME BACK RO!!!!<333 love hannah & katt
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| ..slow dance on the inside. |
[24 Jul 2004|08:54pm] |
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" so reckless..
we passed out in our school clothes so we'd wake up in our sunday's best.
i never aksed for yr opinion.
i just got it.
and i get it.
you move slow like daytime drama, whilst im boring like his songs
so while im taking you for granted
ill be humming along
"we dont believe in second chances.."
so thoughtless
so paint yr face up something;
elegant.
extravagant.
immaculate.
& this town maybe a darker shade of red
because a long night
means a fist fight
against my pillow
& yr pearly whites
"i want to hear you scream.."
youd like me better on my knees
ill give you everything you want..
so let us pray..
cross my heart & hope to..
im lying just to keep you here.
when the truth of the matter is,
really,
i could care less.
ill keep you here.
theres no need for stones
oh,
my sweet surrender,
ill give you everything you want..
save us.
this glass house is burning down
(you light the match, ill stick around)
ill give you everything you want
& wish the worst on what i was
all this not knowing & hoping is making a monster of me
(now what does that say to you?)
tonight wont make a difference.
& neither will i..
but could you?
i do. i do. i do.
dont..you..move."
somebody run away with me...
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| i regret it all. |
[22 Jul 2004|02:30am] |
uhhh show tonight, it was super fun but hannah went to sleep & so she missed it. we went to sunny bank the other night (except me & hannah left) --> too much football. but lots of throwing berries at a certain person in certain places (!!!). and lots of pretty pictures & people getting annoyed with us.
secondmonday on sunday. eastleigh here we come. then sleepover + movies + girly fun.
hannah is adorable.
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| it was only a kiss {it was only a kiss} |
[20 Jul 2004|03:42am] |
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well.. i just got home from london. me, fisher & ellie caught the train to winchester (after getting photos done, and yes, they need scanning..) where we met theiny, ben, nick, jose, jim, tim, jez, chris, erica, dave, kat, milburn & penny. so we all drove up to london and a good two hours later finally found the place. the show was REALLY fun (including the coach there & back), and i got to meet ben. well, ive seen him around the secondmonday shows before but we actually got to talk today. and im glad we did - he's super nice. (<3??imnotsure).
the night (mainly the coach ride with the winch kids) was so fun (pro plus pills & needing the loo for TWO HOURS & prank calls & getting lost & jim wetting himself (!!) & ellies clients & getting high on sprite & & playing on the X-BOX & finding a ball (?!) & talking to ben :) ...)
penny kindly drove us back to basingstoke instead of us getting a train from winchester, and so fisher & theiny came over, and we watched CARRIE. they've only just gone home.. and im so exhausted. i need a good sleep. i think its 4am.. eep. nightnight xx
p.s. everyone go download something by the worldonfire. so good.
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| phantom hitch-hikers.. ♥ |
[17 Jul 2004|11:42pm] |
well, i just got home. i had a really fun day. me & ellie came back to mine this morning, and then into town. we went to the trainstation to get some photo's done & bumped into hannah and justine, so me & ellie got some seperate photos & then we all piled in for a mega photo. (and realised that you can't fit four people into a photo booth).
ill scan them in asap.<3
we then went to see john & fisher at work, went back to ellies [waited for fisher], and then we all went to the cinema. (or at least tried) - but everything was sold out!! :x:x:x so instead we rented out FREDDY VS. JASON which was SUPER funny. and we all got hagen daz ice cream, mmm<3
highlights of the day:
+ bumping into hannah & justine
+ lots of wacky photos
+ fisher being too poor to have his own name or number
+ ellie being too poor to buy clothes that fit her
+ only allowing the rich kids (aka me & john) sit on the chairs
+ lots of ice cream + horror movies
+ thinking about a certain person<3
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| it wasn't supposed to be like this. |
[17 Jul 2004|01:38am] |
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ive had an eventful week. i guess.
last weekend i saw dying in circles in overton which was super. ro stayed over after & we got frubes & pot noodles & cake. i adore her & miss her so much. :(:(:( me & finch had long talks too & i like him alot more now.
the next day i went to the secondmonday release show. me, ellie & danielle all sat in the park while the guys played "army". the show was awesome, not the best ive seen secondmonday play, but i still had lots of fun. at the trainstation we all played with maltesers & after i went back to ellies.
yesterday i went off to southampton with nick, gemma, hazel etc to see minus elizabeth. we missed our trains & nearly the train home too. bought ice creams & drinks & chocolate, & got a song dedicated so that was cool. i got home really late & got grounded, even though i came out tonight.
tonight being the gems social club show. melitzer were really good. (enjoyed it<3). hung out with everyone & then fisher walked us home. he came in & me,ellie & fisher have just been listening to music (& stuff). he's just gone home.
monday--> off to london to see secondmonday. we're all going on a coach up. all being me, theiny, ellie & 12 winchester kids. should be fun.
this week had been wierd. eventful & fun but not happy.
and ive noticed that no one comments in my journal anymore. lame. sorry for the long post. x
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| that coffin doesnt go with yr jacket. |
[09 Jul 2004|07:59pm] |
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i have been very ill recently. blah. ive been very sleep deprived. i tend to sit up till about 1am reading.. then when i try to sleep i get restless and uncomfertable akward. when i finally sleep, i wake up in sweats. all today and yesterday ive been really dizzy and i cant seem to concentrate on anything. i have a pounding headache and i keep puking up. i feel all over generally BLAH. so i dont know if ill be going to any of the shows id planned to go to this week. :(:(:(
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| if the body in the closet doesnt move; all we do is stare. |
[07 Jul 2004|12:25pm] |
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for once, i got to do something.. .
i met nick, ricky, gemma & liam at the bus station and we made our way up to nandos, where everyone was. we were only there for a little while as everyone else had already eaten. everyone made thier way to eastdrop, apart from me, nick, gemma, theiny, ricky & finch who stayed for a little bit near the fountains. when me, nick & gemma went down to eastdrop they were all playing football. everyone decided to play with fire.. we made fire balls and threw them at people.
me & finch found a condom in nicks wallet so we decided to put some holes in it [haha], but then theiny opened it. so we put it over his head (!!). it was hilarious. theinys so odd. then we set the football alight... and then some guys cap. and put it on theinys head while everyone took photos.
eventually we made our way back to the bus station, everyone got the bus & i went up to crown heights, where my mum & her friends were. (all drunk). it was funny to watch them. the place we were at was HUGE x 15527791. and there was a terrace.
... which was just so... .. . beautiful.
then i went home. and ive only just woken up. phew<3
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| ill eat yr heart out. </3 |
[04 Jul 2004|02:19am] |
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today was fun. sarah spent so long getting ready that we didn't have enough time to go to southampton. we went into town and to spur for a meal; which was fun.
theiny rung & asked if i wanted to go to a show in alton rather than go to winchester, so i did. chaser were playing (which is why we went), aswell as the worst story, rocket kid & some other bands..
chaser were real good. and me & theiny got a song dedicated, which was neat. but we also got called forum geeks.. haha.
right now im at ellies house talking to CHASE HER DAVE. ellies asleep. im watching her hamster trying to escape from its cage. alton was fun. i like chaser. theyre all so funny. i wonder if im seeing sharon tomorrow..? i need sleep. and a shower. night xx
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| hellraisers & heartbreakers |
[02 Jul 2004|11:50pm] |
im really tired. ive been watching the bourne identity and drinking tea but i spilt it all over me. and now im burnt. PUNK'D is on!! woo!
urghrurghr even MORE gigs;
10th - dying in circles, overton
11th - secondmonday, winchester
12th - minus elizabeth, bournemouth
14th - social club, winchester
15th - minus elizabeth, southampton
16th - dying in circles, basingstoke
19th - secondmonday, london
24th - secondmonday, worcester
28th - dying in circles, winchester
so MUCH! ro's coming down on the 10th which shall be mighty fun. and we're going to have another glorious girly day out. and at bournemouth me & renae may be staying and johnny says we should have a beach party! haha!
and tomorrow im hopefully going to southampton with sarah. but i havent checked train times or anything and i havent rung her... THE ROCK JUST GOT PUNK'D!!
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| everything is so beautiful when you dont look down. |
[01 Jul 2004|05:40am] |
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i changed the layout AGAIN with a taking back sunday wall paper --> pink roses with splattered blood and 'yr own disaster' lyrics. but then i got bored.. so i tried a black wallpaper with some tbs pictures & lyrics.. bored again. so i made one just now. [tbs cute without the e lyrics]
/im not sure how its worked though because my computer's going so slow that i cant see the image. grr :x
THEINY IS SUCH AN ODD BOY. dear oh dear = BOY-O.
its really raining right now, i want to go into town. but i cant be bothered to get wet. im watching a really sad movie about this 16 year old girl who gets mixed up in prostitution and she ends up getting threatened, almost murdered & raped and eventually kills a man. ->!!
im so bored. so very very bored.
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[30 Jun 2004|06:34pm] |
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PINK!! |
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i haven't been able to go anywhere today. i can't go anywhere tomorrow nor friday. saturday is the next free day i have. so i think thats when we'll be going to southampton, and we'll have the whole day rather than having to come back early for sarah.
i finally finished blakes LJ after masses of procrastination.
im going down to see sharon on sunday, hopefully. theinys not going though :x which means ill be going on my own. the stupid girls that have been bothering made it oh so worse today. 10-15 of them shouted at her lots. they circled her and intimidated her about her self harm. she was shaking and crying and they just shouted. that really irritates me. id love to sort them out. grrr. :x:x:x so on sunday we can have a glorious day out and she can forget about the weeners.
i have four shows to go to in the next week. so much hassle but i want to go to all four. on saturday 10th im off to overton to see theiny play [WHEYY]. dying in circles!! ♥♥ sunday 11th going to winchester with theiny & co to see SECONDMONDAY!!! ---> RELEASE SHOW!! (everybody come along, winchester, railway inn --> £3, or £6 with a CD 12th july. do it!!).. .. monday 12th im going to bournemouth. i think. to see minus elizabeth. but i dont know if anyone else can make it (because of all the other shows.. and equals no money). but i might go with renae and we're going to sleep on the beach!!!<3 which should be fun. and then on thursday off to see minus elizabeth AGAIN in southampton with sarah. but i dont know about bournemouth... still considering it. the only thing is renae has work the next day.. bahbahbah. oh well. we'll see how it all goes.
blahlah im watching a documentry on pink. shes so pretty.
i have been so bored in the past week. no one can come out. no one wants to if theyre allowed to. ive just been stuck at home doing nothing. the closest thing i have is msn but no ones ever on. i cant wait to go see sharon on sunday. its the only thing ive been able to do for ages. something to look foward to.
gee this post is long. oh well. thanks for reading it all.
i want some milk. YUM.
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